4e :D

awesome friends, laopo and teachers!

molting the onion rings

air-con classroom

pulau semakau(love it there!)

being late for the first time in my secondary sch life and not to forget the many more that came

horrible term 1 results

failing geog (i'm so sorry mr chan)

but eventually good grades(to me) that didnt make the cut for the $400 :X

good progress award :D

being benchwarmer for the first time(make it the last too) :'(

A girls! :)

NUSGC! :)


nigahiga videos HAHAHA CHING CHING!! & goodbye forever. -do the brother!-hand-sign-

fated to love you! ^^

moving sch

new principal :O

soon-to-be new teachers

soon-to-be new class :X

finally letting go of a person from the past(haha sounds like some time machine adventure)

one of the greatest birthdays yet(come to think of it, every year since sec 1 had been an awfully sweet surprise)

new specs and laptop and handphone

stupid act 1 - spoiling my own sim card

stupid act 2 - killing an animal in the oven with my eldest bro... hint: it starts with a L

learning to cycle and skate (my shifus: kathy and yongen!)

greenwave~ hahahahaha we rock so much more than the other group

OP assessment and some phy lessons with... hint: it also starts with a L

4e chalet :D

learning mahjong(my shifu: kathy again!, my greatest gambling partner: yongen!)

o levels hcl -prays-


even though the year have not ended properly, and it's only 355 days of technicolor, i'd rather end early than wait for the end. despite having more downs this year, the ups and the 'revival' from the downs made everything more meaningful. overall, it's an awesome year. it's goodbye forever(nigahiga!) to here. :')

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hi i'm interested in giving up my neopets account and hopefully stop playing... and restarting/reviving/re-creating accounts everytime to fill up time. haiya actually i can just approach huishan directly. hoho i made 1 million np these hols. hehehe, done it with the help of my prev account, which i forgot the username and password. well, that's something i planned to achieve this hols and i've done it. :)

other than that, my mind is at peace hehe. lol cos there's nth else to do. i think i'm becoming or alr am a female otaku too. went out for a while just now and the moment i stepped out of the block i'm like, omg so bright~. actually today's weather is pretty good, not much sun and lots of wind. hahaha i like the feeling of the wind blowing right into my face. 1, the hair blows back and my face is free from hair. 2, i will imagine myself shooting some magazine cover lololololol.

there's something i'm dreading though. so much that i even dreamt of it last night. somehow, it feels like a nightmare. :/ btw, i'm guessing the class allocations will be out on xmas/xmas eve/the day after xmas. just guessing hahaha. if i'm right, i will have another career option hehe.

alright i shall go do something meaningful now, and discover what that shld be first.

horoscope for 2010 (aquarius):

This is a transitional year for you, one that allows you to break through the stifling limitations that have continued to restrain your personal growth. The dance between your past and your future reaches a turning point when traditional Saturn opposes progressive Uranus to complete a stressful process that began on November 4, 2008. This long-term cycle between your two key planets is exceptionally significant because it accentuates your paradoxical attraction to absolute truth -- and need to rebel against it. You've probably become quite adept at releasing suppressed tensions to free yourself from the same structures in your life you initially helped create. But as this opposition repeated on February 5, 2009 and September 15, 2009, the rules that once brought security became increasingly intolerable. Your restlessness is irrepressible now. Something has to give. On April 26, these two planets of freedom and responsibility oppose each other for the fourth time in your financial 2nd House of Personal Resources and 8th House of Shared Resources, rekindling familiar frustrations about money. And although unpredictable Uranus in your 2nd house does suggest fiscal instability, your own self-esteem is your greatest asset -- and that, too, may see some ups and downs. Meanwhile, restrictive Saturn in your 8th house indicates that others could add to your financial burdens or impose constraints on your spending.

Both of your ruling planets shift houses this year. Saturn spends time in equitable Libra in your 9th House of Big Ideas, requiring you to rein in grandiose plans and unrealistic thinking. Uranus, meanwhile, enters spontaneous Aries and your 3rd House of Communication to bring surprising changes to your immediate environment, shaking up many day-to-day activities that have become habitual. The fifth and final Saturn-Uranus opposition on July 26 falls across your mental 3rd and 9th houses, shifting the old-versus-new dilemma from material concerns to conceptual conflict. Your struggle now -- the culmination of a long journey -- is about letting go of outmoded patterns of thought to make room for an entirely different vision of your future.

Opportunistic Jupiter steps into this cosmic tug-of-war by opening previously closed doors when it conjuncts amazing Uranus on June 8, September 18 and January 4, 2011. Still, you can't just blindly barge ahead, for Jupiter is opposed by karmic Saturn on May 23, August 16 and March 28, 2011, to slow you down -- continuing recent themes by forcing you to manage your growth so you don't lose what you've already gained. However, your greatest challenge through all this comes from a gradual spiritual transformation as evolutionary Pluto in your 12th House of Destiny forms intense squares with Saturn's opposition to Jupiter and Uranus. You're being invited to a shamanic journey into the mysteries of life, and you cannot refuse the offer. Additionally, eclipses in your 12th house on January 15 and June 26 can raise the stakes, suggesting that you embark on a metaphysical quest to find the answers to your real-world problems. Rather than simply seeking practical solutions, your underlying task is to integrate your everyday life with your soul's true purpose.

i wanted to change the cbox colour but didnt in the end cos i wasnt sure which cbox account is the current one in my email and it'd be weird to show messages from so long ago. but surprise surprise, i stumbled upon quite a few old messages from abt 2 years ago and hahaha i can't stop smiling to myself as i read them.

i miss those times when we talk abt anything because there's so many things we can talk abt. even if the conversation for each topic is short, we can always smoothly transit to the next and so on and so forth. and the times when i emo(when i dun think i was actually and now i dunno why i was thinking in such a way lol), and all the encouragements pour in. now that i think of it, i was such a super ultra noob, i must have been very lucky or done something good for my past lives to have such friends.

and then all good things came to an end and we all went separate ways although we are actually not very far apart. wah the truly emo year. sigh, nevertheless, everything always felt better with the hellos and big grins. i rmb i used to go to 3C (that time) when i couldnt stand the loneliness and quietness and everything abt 3E. the familiarity was always so comforting. then we talked less and less, but the hellos never stopped.

i rmb 2 years ago i couldnt decide which i like better, the class or cca, cos i couldnt decide which link to put first haha. then i decided that 2b shld go first since numbers went first in folders. we used to like trainings. really. i saw the tags and i went omg omg. when we first won it felt like we conquered the world. that was when everything havent gone all wrong.

-pause. i'm so freaking full now. :( shldnt have eaten so much. i can feel my stomach pressing against the muscles growing from the sit ups during training on fri. ahhh, i want to burp.-

yes, i truly feel that my life has gone wrong since 2 years ago. i wish that 2008 happened so long ago because i dun want to accidentally think back to only know that it was only last year. i want to run away from all the bad memories from there so badly. yet if i do, then 07 would be even further and i dunno if my memory will rmb as much. apparently i dun, cos all this only came back to me due to the accidental discovery of the tags. it's all wrong because i've done everything right, everything others will prefer, nothing that really really really delights me for days and days.

not to say that all the 08 and 09 friends i made are useless and not worth remembering. it's just that on the whole, all the negativities seemed to overshadow you all. to the extent that i kind of regret not knowing you all better and i wish i had stopped lamenting and done something more these 2 years.

perhaps a new year along the way isnt a bad thing. but it will be if i dun stop this and, set new goals and work towards them(?). shall save them for the new year resolutions but will start thinking first. to sweet beginnings and better endings. the lyrics say 'bitter', but i want them 'better'. oh ya, it's been so long since i sang in front on the com with my fave songs hahahahaha.

Labels: hellos and goodbyes

today started out well. woke up early after sleeping relatively early last night. caught doraemon and spongebob squarepants, something i missed doing for a long time. felt like my life isnt that horrible afterall. surfed the net, saw really good food pictures. cleaned the kitchen and toilets as instructed in the morning, no complains. then that idiot asshole, totally ruined my otherwise normal but very nice day.

the one thing i hate and never got to like at all, it's totally hate hate hate hate hate, is being scolded with vulgarities and for the most insignificant events. and the worst thing is not being able to retort although i alr got a response in my head. it's like i alr got the words way up at my throat, but my lips just keep sealed and some nerves cause your legs to walk off. fucking bastard, dun scold with your so-called reasons. if i'm a bitch for switching channels when you dun even look at the tv, when i have no right at all to do so, because i dun have priority like you, who sat in front of the tv since 10pm and i came along later, then you are a bitch x365. what, male hormones? fyi, i cleared the sofa of the laundry. if not where do you think you can sit huh. hmm let's see, this isnt the first time. hey although you are older, you have absolutely no authority or right to scold me with such an attitude.

if you think you are able to be a lawyer with such poor reasoning skills, you are so wrong. your reasons are not able to substantiate your actions. in fact, such reasons provided by you only proved your lack of logical thinking and inability to control your emotions and likelihood to pass false judgements. ironically, cambridge gave you 4 'A's.

there, now my day is going to end in 9 mins. btw, fuck you, stop acting all high and mighty.

i thought the blue was really pretty. sometimes i think xmas can look really cool and pretty and classy with more blue and white instead of the usual green and red. anyway, i always have mixed feelings abt xmas. well, for starters my family dun celebrate this occasion so it's always hard to get into the mood of giving or anything. actually i dun gift for xmas, it's just another public holiday where streets are decorated... a lot. good for the eyes i suppose hehe. anyway, xmas would also mark an ending approaching and following that is another new year. hmm oh well, i shall brace myself for the new changes coming.

been thinking alot abt food these days. i kind of suspect it's because of Julie & Julia that i suddenly am interested to know more abt the different kinds of cuisines and the new and novel ways that ppl pull them off this days, esp for cakes and desserts. cupcakes have like a limitless range of designs/deco and i'm not that interested in them... since a lot of ppl already are. anyway, i just realised pastries are like wow~ already. i havent even look into the meats! as in, you know la, food for the carnivores! there's like so so so so SO much i have never tasted before and they ALL look SO good. and alot that i probably seen before but never knew the name.

disclaimer: none of the images belong to me. got them from google images/some foodie blogs/flickr along the way for easy references. sentences that i copied are from wiki.


this one seems to have more filling, mmmmmmmm. marcaroni without an eye('i') - this is called marcaron. seen it before and it reminds me alot of the tong2 luo2 shao1 that doraemon always eats. sadly, never ate one before. "Dating back to the 18th century, the macaron is a traditional French pastry, made of egg whites, almond powder, icing sugar and sugar." and there are like, i dunno how many flavours(and colours)!


just realised this dessert is in rc too! perfecto. this is parfait, and it means perfect in french. it reminds me of ice-cream or yoghurt. just that they separated the fruit from the yogurt. but in any case, it looks nice. oh ya i saw it on a cooking show on tv before. they made it with a big glass bowl/cup and it looked gooooood. doesnt look hard to make haha. feels like the kind of dessert to impress ppl in weddings/parties/gatherings without having to make puddings/cakes/tarts. just sprinkle sprinkle sprinkle and you get a berry berry surprise! btw, can put other fruits in too.

soo-fley. hmm, i would have called it soul-fur la. ok this is souffle! the noob here havent eaten this before. and i know ppl who did, more than once. :X anyone out there did not yet? in my impression, this is the pop-out-of-cup-cake. which seems tasty cos of it seems a little crispy on the top and sides of the top yet soft on the inside. looks spongy to me. ah, it shld be nice to munch on. btw, i imagine it to be so, so correct me if i'm wrong. "A soufflé is a light, fluffy, baked cake made with egg yolks and beaten egg whites combined with various other ingredients and served as a savory main dish or sweetened as a dessert." yeah the 'e' has something on it.

lasagne... pasta, cheese, pasta, cheese, with the ingredients caught in between the layers. also saw this on a cooking show on tv. hmm cheese~

looks like a bigger kind of egg tart with a mango. anyway, this is creme brulee. "consisting of a rich custard base topped with a contrasting layer of hard caramel." i think i saw it on tv before. LOL again. or maybe i just saw the same technique where they caramel-ize the top. btw, this is in rc too.

i realised tarts can be really pretty too, just like cupcakes. btw, what's the diff between tarts and tartlets? caramel and toffee? ahh toffee. i think what i always ate was butterscotch? hmm chewy. i dun get why some ppl dun like toffees. maybe because of it chewy-ness, or perhaps it's too sticky to them. i'm tired alr haha, spent alot of time on the web for this.